I want this house to be a home
No more cold rooms and cold hearts.
I need something I can come back to.
I want my body and mind to stop conspiring against me.
To feel like I’m healthy.
To stop living like I’m dying.
I need to put my money where my mouth is.
I want to make the changes.
But I’m not sure how.
I want the noise to stop.
To have a peaceful moment all to myself.
And take a deep breath and inhale the world.
I want to be fucked.
I want to make love.
I want to kiss and touch and caress.
Under warm sheets and in strong arms.
And build me up again.
I want to be loved.
I need to belong.
I need to be free.
But I want it all
and I need it all,
with a greater love standing next to me.
Inspired by the lovely Mia at Little Girl Lost. May we both find what we are looking for.